Post date: Apr 27, 2009 2:41:14 AM
I’m starting to realize that a lot of Christians, even leaders (maybe especially leaders) have low self esteem. Consequently we are always trying to prove ourselves. It may be through performance and doing good works. Whoever has the most things going on must be doing the most for the Lord. Or it may be titles and accolades. Having the right title must surely win you the approval of others. Being important must be important. Having the latest word or teaching puts you “in the know.” The unfortunate outcome is busyness, weariness, pride and myopia.
The sadly ironic thing is that we are known in heaven by a vastly different metric than we are on earth. If each of us knew our calling and really believed it, the unworthiness issue would not be an issue. The subtle lies of the enemy would not work on us. We would rise up to who we really are in Christ. The different parts of the orchestra would work in concert with each other. The bright notes and the undertones would all be played to make a masterful whole.
So here’s the challenge. Ask the Holy Spirit to show you who you are in Christ. How does that fit into the bigger picture? How does what you’re doing augment what the whole Body is doing? Next, think of someone else you know (especially if they drive you nuts). Go through the same thought process for them. Maybe event jot it down and mail them a note of encouragement.
We are all in this together.
Lori