Here I am with my broken heart
That I've tried to hold together
With duct tape and activity and busyness
With imaginations that couldn't come true
When they did come true, couldn't fulfill
So now I'm in this empty space.
So much potential
So little clutter
But I don't know how to be in this way
I don't know how to hold it open without shutting it down
Holy Spirit come be with me
Come walk me through this disorienting openness
Lest I lose it once again in busyness and duct tape.